that picture ignore th caption .
today mairah wake up at 10.16am . wake up , played lappy .
thn off to void deck w aunt & cuzzy . met this particular
guy . i guess , aunts boifee . hmm , ntah laa .
sorry eh cuzzy if ive thrown my thantrums at youu all .
im having my period now . hope youu all understand .
today , im seriouslly in no mood . i dnt knw whye . youu
knw those people having period is always like ths .
pathetic - ness ~ swear , i wanna cry . cann i cryy ?
no mairah . no . youu cant . mate dh bengkak rabak .
b strong . ya allah . i need someone to love w actually .
And to my NBSS girls , im utterly dissapointed w youu all .
only LISS ? wht siaa . does a friend nid to be chosen ?
i guess youu all have forgotten me . im nothing to youu all .
you knw , ive no mood to talk . i treat youu all more like a friend .
and ths is wht i get . shouldnt have i known youu all at ferst .
if nt ill nt be ths hurt . i cry went typing ths . i guess , im nt good
enough . thanks fer everything . youu all are th best keh .
dnt hesitate me for anytink cause im done .
MamatPalat : i knw you're angry w me . and im sorry . youu knw wht .
ilovey . if only youu knew sayang . imissy like damn fcuking loads .
eventhough i try my very very best to get youu back bt i guess theres
no way , youu ain't gonna be turning back . hanya tuhan sahaje yang tahu sayang .
youu knw every single talk of mine , every single day . theres always a topic bout youu .
w/o fail sayang . we envy , vowed cause you're th sweetness , th hottest .
sometimes we people get irritated w me thinking bout youu .
cause they said , ' wht for thinking bout youu if youu there nt thinking bout
a single thing bout me . yaa , its true . but youu knw wht , ill neve give up .
like i said , w/o fail for th every of youu sayang . when th time i was hospitalized .
i texted youu and dik . bt youu two didnt reply . thought that youu didnt even care .
but end up , my brother told me that dik called my brother and ask which he want
dik to accompany him . abang said its ok . thought youu neve care . bt yes youu are .
whye cnt youu show it to me sayang ? when i was in the hospital . abang played
lappy . chatted w youu . youu ask wht am i doing . does that shows youu even care .
yes , youu did . bt went i was online . youu just kept silent . whye sayang ? its my fault .
i knw . every single time my mind was only you . you're th only silents love that god shows .
its for me to forget or nt giving up . im sorry sayang , im worthless .
Dian & Shafie : youu two broke up today w ths small matter .
i understand how does that feel . dian , i guess ths is your ferst love
right ? youu have to understand . neve a love will last forever .
even those people who is married . thier love does nt last forever
cause every single one of youu will leave ths world sayang .
ive gone thru many r/s . its rather hard and challenging .
we're still young . we have more time . its hard to understand
whts a meaning of love . bt its easy to love or fallen for that someone .
coz youu does nid to have a reason to love someone .
remember , love is a tough thing in ths world .
it depends on fate & death . dian , youu told me .
youu wanne patch up w shafie back . but , went youu asked
for broke up . did youu ever think that it will change your mind ?
shafie , understand her & think before wht youu say .
youu two are in a fault . i cann see that . but change it to a better way .
nt by asking for broke up . youu two cann solve it .
but neve youu two have th pesevere to wait .
just one thing , love is tough . its ok . youu
two cheer up ay ? you cann break a r/s bt nt a f/s .
like people say , there is more in th pond .
Labels: love is a tough thing in ths world .
