Tuesday, March 30, 2010 ♥
Hello sayang sayangan
today not much . like as per normal . when school .
came back home with yanti . quite tired . but ive to wait for baby
to come back and text me since he got cca kann . actually lazy to update .
haha . but since baby didnt reply my msg , so update lor .
i guess dhe tetdo lagyk . keciann baby . pennat ey shayang ?
let him sleep . i think his too tired . rest ok shayang ?
whoahh ! nary baby sweet banget . cair aqu ayang . hehe .
hary2 gytuh kann best . blehy b ? blehy ? hehe . kening laky aqu maut takk ?
kala siol pmpan . haha . b , buat kann kening gytuh bleyh ? hehe .
hehe . takper laa . kening i daa cukop lawah .
haha . Apizz oh Apizz . huhu ~ random .
i got to tell youu all something .
haha . klakar . when going bck time from school .
me and yanti took train . then got this one bangla .
keep looking at us . haha . buat bodoh je laa .
me and yanti as per normal . mengumpat je keje nyer .
and me keep disturbing people inside the train .
just now i disturb people by smiling so irritating face .
hehe . thn this bangla thought i was smiling at him .
dhe ponn senyum balek laa . fuuhhhh . peyh laa burok .
thn he followed us back some more .
yanti and me run sia . when back home . duer2 tutop pintu . haha .
shouldn't have done that . haha . laky aqu bsing .
i told him about this youu knw wht he say .
" yg u ge gatal senyum2 tu knape". hehe . thats my habit baby .
today one whole day was "Disturb People Day" . todae ate sushi
2 times . sedapp .hehe . just now all th way w yanti . when central with her .
all th way i disturbing people at central . hehe . boring golek .
kay laa . tired . want to do house werk thn sleep .
till here .
And Anyway , Baby I Want Your Romance As Soon As Possibble ok ?
I Love You
♥
♥
i'm waiting for your text shayang .
I Love You
♥
And I Miss Youu .
Sunday, March 28, 2010 ♥
whoah . nearly 2 days didnt update .im so damn tired .today wake up wanted to go to school but uniform nt yet dry .wth ! haha . mommy was abit angry . but after that ok .kekek uh mak aqu . and adek was reallie sick . keciann dhe .get well soon okay shayang ?Every 29 , i will never give up . i love you ok ? hehe . baby morning daa bgn naq gik school .
rajen laky aqu . hehe . shhhh . nanty baby kembang . hehe .
sorry . baby havent sent his photos yet . so cant update with his photo .
mayb later or tmrw when baby's online ok ? baby at school naqmo
gatal2 taw . aqu piak kaw aru tahu ataw naq org tunggu luar skolah ?
haha . gonna meet youu soon kay shayang ? shayang awak . i got
to knw that baby was in detention . haha .
padan muker bhy . tuu laa . lmbt lagyk . im tired right now .
anw , kak sha . youu talk bouut our family soo much at your blog .
im sorry nt to update it . hope youu understand . im realli tired .
bt remember one thing . i will alwaes love youu .
and for kak sarah . youu text me . im sorry if my words reallie hurts
youu so much . i cried after reading th msg youu sent me .
yaa , watever youu say is true . ill promise ill do well for my
studies no matter wht . remember , our place is esplanade .
thanks for everything kak . youu wasted alot of money on me .
thankyouu soo much ! i love youu all .
Friday, March 26, 2010 ♥
Shayangshayang
Today i went to school , eventhough i 'm late .
not gonna miss school that often . actually quite tired to
update . my mood went down after hearing alot of stories .
before that was really happy after school . went back with
Fitri , Elly & Rinie . they make me laugh alot . thanks youu all .
went to mcdonalds . fuuhhhhh ~ sumer share duet
beli hot & spicy shaker fries . hahah . and one large coke .
kekek cehh . sitting down , laughing , disturbing people .
and theres this one hot guy chinese . sitting beside Fitri .
wahpiange ! cair siak tgk dhe . haha . keh , shhh .
diam keh . thn went amk hub . just walking around .
went back after that . was so tired .
reach home je pengsan . penat golek . at home , eat
, sleep . haha . thn met my tostos (yanti) . went shop .
go toa payoh central with Rinie & Tostos . Rinie told me
that Firman says aqu 'otakcacat' . whoahh ! i am who i am .
does that make youu lose your happiness ?
no right ? stop it ok . everybody has feelings . so dnt
hurt them w your words . forget about it . ok laa .
my mood really went down . till here thn .
Thursday, March 25, 2010 ♥
Hello shayangshayang
About today not much . woke up at 12pm today . bangun je mama suroh beli makan . alamak ! kecohh uh mama nie .haha . so went behind shop buy makan . bring this budak kecik . fuhhh . peyh laa susah . nak kener dokong lagy . wht-th-hell !!its okay laa .anw , apez i miss youu laa golek ! haha .
mama went out so early after that . so left me and atok at home . haha . bored tawuu . thought of sleeping just now . takk jadyk hor . one whole day infront of this screen .viewing2 people tagged . haish . mate merah . haty gua panas jee !aqu sabar eh . takk perlu letak name uh . pikeh sendyryk laa saper yang aqu maksod kann . kaw naq maen gylerh ngn aqu ? haha . takder heran laa . aqu ponn bleyh . wht for trusting youu if youu do this every single time . i'm not as stupid nor fool asyouu think i am ok ? aderh faham ? you're just being so selfish and greedy to yourself but not me . eventhough you're none a special person to me but youu gave me those words . was all the words just
by saying or in a sincere way shayang ? even a drop of tears for youu is worth
within my life . i'm just a weak girl that every single day faces with alot
of issues . youu said that i need to understand youu . yaa , i did that .
but how about youu ? does youu even think of it ?! youu didnt even let me
'ONLINE' ? wht a shock . i dnt think humans is that controlling .
but youu ? trustness is not because of that . is just a simple thing .
to have honesty & sincerety . haish . youu think who you are ok ?
i believe in karma . wht goes around , comes around .
Dearest you are 17 . if i cann think , why cant youu ?
im effing dissapoited in youu . im not gonna judge youu .
but youu ain't gonna do this to every girl . till here then .
anyway APEZ i miss youu golek !! .
IM SORRY TO SAY THIS . ' LOVE ME FOR WHAT I AM ,
NOT FOR WHAT YOUU WANT ME TO BE .
♥
Heyyheyy earthlings !!
Oh-M-geeeee !! really tired . feeling so restless .
yesterday went to school . whoah ! didnt get a good sleep
th day before . just for 2 hours of sleep . Wahpiange !
at school . whoah ! everybody is like looking at my eye and say .
Oh-My-gottt ! your eye . 'wht happen' . haha . becoming famous in
school for one whole day . haha . fuuhhhh . assembly time th girls in my class .
all miss me . haha . so sweet of them . wooooo . in class . ngntok siak .
kalaw tido nanty kener diri . Wht-Th-helll !! . forget abouut sleeping .
just hear wht teacher say . and btw went i was in th hall teacher gave
me a counselling letter . was like thinking . i didnt do any wrong .
why must i go for counselling . its okay thn . just be there .
at 12.45pm rinie called me at the art room . i need to go for counselling .
rinie and me was in th same counselling . bestfriend mahh ? haha .
thn she went for class . im in th counselling . told me that my teacher sent me
for counselling cause of my attendence . haha . pikeh kann aperh .
so was in there for about 20 min thn go bck to class .
wait till school to ends .
went school ends . whoah ! pegy canteen . sumer tgk aqu .
Oh-M-geee ! all was shock seeing my eyes . haha .
famousss siak umairah . hahah . cehhhh . thn went to rinie class .
belle tgk mater aqu . haha . this one whole day in school is just about my eyes .
haha . kay . went bck with rinie , ellyza and fitri .
while walking outside school . bus daa smpi . hahah
lary uh . elly was shouting for th bus . kecohh .
thn met yanti . reach northpoint . disturbing people . haha
on that day terserempak bnyk org . wahhh . wht a good day .
thn buy OLD CHANG KEE . went to romla blk . thn went bck .
one whole day at yishun . haha . best . till here thn .
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 ♥
earthlings !!
i knw its late now . cant sleep . so posted something .
todae just resting at home . felling so restless .
yesterday cnt make it to th clinic . so i went of to th clinic
today afternoon . actually misses my number but went after
th next round . went inside th doctor room . told th doctor bout
my eyes . doctor saw say is an infection . the cause of it is
likely because of germs . or maybe because that day i wore th
contack lens yang daa 'KOYAK' . haha . bodoh nyee aqu .
and guess wht ?? Oh-M-geeee ! doctor say poke it with needle .
...... haty tros bedebar deber . mate pusing2 bler dgr gytuh . haha
was thinking for like a few minutes . doctor gave me two choices .
is either i want it to let it burst by itself or poke it with a needle .
hmm . my heart was like talking . wait doctor . let me think .
if i let it burst by itself i woudnt knw wht to do after that .
if poke it ket the docter settle it . haish .wht-to-do .
so i told th doctor to burst it . was really scared .
lied down . close my eyes . whoah ! fuhhhh !! . punyer laa saket .
thn press it somemore . tears down to cheek abit more .
whoahh ! save it atlast . but pain . dizzy . wanna vomit .
reach home pengsan . hah . kay laa . tired . tmrw schooling .
till here thn .
Monday, March 22, 2010 ♥
living th lady life .
♥
hello earthlings !!
back to th screen . haha . im bored actually .
so thinking of posting something . fuhhh .
todae at home was so bored . went to meet rinie .
she saw my eyes . mcm hantu . hahah !!
went to her house . watch tv for awhile thn went to shop .
bought chocolate 'MINI M&M' and sat behind her house .
fuhhhh ! soodaap . but th who finish it was rinie .
chitot btol dhe ! hah . its okay thn . bought HL milk too .
chocolate flavour . hah . chocalate aqain . actually
was craving for choclate . when sitting down . chat2 with rinie
& texting syakeer too . rinie told me she dream bouut me .
was really funny of that dream but in th same time sad .
hah . kay . forget boutt it . back to my story .
chat2 thn rinie wanted to watch tv . so went bck home .
watch tv . play comp . thn SaifulNizam text me .
he said he was high . so entertain him lor .
otp with him . talk2 thn now chat2 with apez .
haha . klakar shiot . asek spelling error je .
type cpt sgnt tuu fizz . haha . kay laa . mama daa balek .
till here thn .
♥
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hello earthlings .
fuhhhh . boring golek .haha . neve go
school today .thought of going to school today .
uniform biken problem . not yet dry . wht-th-hell !
sleep back . thn wake up at 12pm .when toilet .
haha . come out je . tuu budak kecik daa bgn .
gosh ! amek hp aqu buat maen . haha .
leave it . she is still small . hmm . mom ask me to go kedai
buy for adek porridge . so went and bought it with adek .
bought food also . didnt ate much cause kenyang dong .
mom told me to go clinic . for my eyes . she told me there an
injection . Wahpiange ! haty bedebar debar . haha .
haha . told her later thn go . watch this movoe called
"Lembing Awang , Pulang Ke Dayang " fuhhhhh . waduh ~waduh
gerek habes ! sampai ngaes2 aqu tgk . haaha .
thn abit bored . naq mandyk ponn cm mlas . haha .
wooooo . raining , gerek !
now wanna go clinic . gonna mandyk !
will be back kawankawan . till here .
Sunday, March 21, 2010 ♥
that lady
Heyy earthlings .
Oh-M-geeeee . back in home ! kindda bored .
before going back home just now . on my handphone
and receive three text from dad . told me to go back
early today to wash my school uniform cause it has
not been wash for nearly 1 week before th school holiday .
wahpiange ! though he cann help me to wash it since i'm
at my aunty house . but no . wht-th-hell . he said
thats my problem laa . whoah ! cant i have a good rest for th
week man ? biken darah aqu naek je . really angry
with dad . scolded him like hell . he didnt reply my text .
haish . let him be laa . so going yishun to take my school
or wateve camp thingy for school . inside th bus otw to yishun .
everybody is like looking at me cause of my eyes that are
swollen . haha . klakar shiot . mcm monster cousin
aqu ckp . hahah . inside th bus sitting down on th back .
wanna have some peace . skale got 1 bangladesh sitting beside
me , singing . oh - my - god ! punyer laa tak sedapp .
macam naq pengsan sakk aqu dgr .
naseb after a few stops dhe daa tron kalaw takk .
mauh mati siak aqu . hahah . reach yishun already . walk
back to blk . reach infront of gate . wahhh ! rumah takder org .
siak uh . was really fed up siaa . its already 9plus .
nid to wash cloth some more . nid to go bck toa payoh .
wanted to call dad but batt low . went down going public
phone . to call dad . he ask me to wait . they are on thier
way back . so waited for downstairs . after a few min went
up . they saw me like a moster . wth ! heh . take cloth .
then went out back . took train . nmpk niee minah .
takk stare2 . thats th best . naek ngntok
pat dlm train . penat golek . reach braddell .
masok rumah mesti laa ckp assallamuaalaikum kann .
tukar baju . then wash cloth . on comp . check facebook .
thn mommy came back . she saw my eyes . hah . told me
not to go to school tmrw . bit i want to go .
camp siaaa . fuhhh . must be gerek .
haha . need to go doctor tmrw . hmm . susah mater cm niee .
Oh-M-geee ! ok laa . nid to wash cloth . till here for today .
Saturday, March 20, 2010 ♥
that dream ♥
mushi~mushi ; morningmorning
waduh . just wake up . oh-m geee ! haish .
yesterday was a reallie bad dream .
sampai sebot2 namer allah .
kener pukol bantai . its was
really sad cause theres nobody
to help me . keh , shhhhh .
forget about it . dnt wanna talk
boutt it . i wake up thn go toilet .
was hungry . ate nutella & bread .
fuhhhh . waduh ~ power golek .
hehe . thn my cousin saw me eating
she also wanna eat . she fried egg .
hahha . she on th stove was to hot and
th oil was everywhere . wanted to close it
but i and her ran away . huhu ~ thn she wake
her brother up to help her close it . wahhhh !
cehhh . fuhhh ~ adek sdare aqu jugakk bleyh
pakai . hahah . yang takk puas haty . minyak
kener rambot aqu . hahah . keh laa . now wanna
do something else . be back when im bored .
♥
hellooheloo♥
Heyyheyy . Todae i just create a blog . Late siaa . Hhaa . but its okay . cause everyone is like askinq for my blog . so i've made up my mine to made it . not much today cause its still early . just stay at my aunty house playing comp and hvinq some fun with cuzzy . three days at here . nehh , school holiday . so wht for stayinq at own house . not feelinq so well . my eyes are lyke a monster . haha . swollen eyes . though of meetinq someone todae . but its like raininq forever . his angry with me . so wht ? i dnt care . pheww ~ cant wait for school to start . havinq camp for two days . i miss my sotsot girls at school . for this moment is like up & down .
recently really sad . but no matter
what life has to go on right ? going back mama
house today . stayinq there for a few days .
not goinq back to daddys house . havinq
some problem . i guess , im just a problematic
girl . i'm gonna post some pictures . gonna eat
; i think thats fer todae .
